The Froth

Good night now

I am so sorry friends. I have been spiraling down to a dark place these last 8-9 days. I have been very sad, I have been trying hard to function but I can’t. I need to sleep in peace for one night and I need to get back in control.  So I will be only [...]

Not my home

This is not where I belong, it’s not my habitat, it’s not where I feel at ease and proud of who I am. Mostly, I feel like a big round zero. I am not modest, I know what I am worth. But this is the general atmosphere. This is not my country, this is not [...]

Vader kitty strikes back

I can’t remember where or when I found this beautiful kitty.   Should I return with a random post as if nothing had happened or should I explain why I haven’t posted in ages. This is what I have been thinking about. I was in a bad mood, and when I am in a bad mood the [...]

A few things

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The blues

My cat Bebeka I’ve had one of these days when everything seems impossible. Couldn’t keep my eyes open, couldn’t read your blogs or write mine, couldn’t call friends, send out CVs or even cook. I know, when people in blogs say "sorry I wasn’t around" it presupposes others are missing out on something. But I [...]

It’s not the weather

Nuts I have often asked myself, if at some point I was very sad for a long time, if I kept on feeling miserable and tired with everything, if I would keep on telling the truth here in my blog, or if, having made friends with so many of you, I would refrain from writing [...]