You were so beautiful. You were my beautiful friend. You made having coffee a transcendental experience. I adored you. All through high school. And college. And adulthood. And then I stopped adoring you. And that was it. I miss this feeling of pure adoration. We are mortals and that’s such a shame. We should be gods. We’d never have fought then. I would have never said those words and you would have never been such a twit. Still, it’s okay. I love you always.
October 16th, 2006 at 4:25 pm
Ouch, honey.
October 16th, 2006 at 4:37 pm
The same adoration may have changed or be missing, but your Love is still there. That’s always an important thing.
October 16th, 2006 at 5:16 pm
sounds like you have love and forgiveness…i think it is sometimes hard to have both… i love”We are mortals and that’s such a shame. We should be gods. Could we be gods? We’d never have fought then.” that is so true.
we aren’t gods,though we are all twits, say the wrong things, and are broken at one time or another… so all that we can do is love and forgive, which is enough.
smiles to you!
October 16th, 2006 at 6:26 pm
“You were my beautiful friend.”
Is it really a “were?”
October 16th, 2006 at 6:45 pm
Okay I’ll be the twit…
Wh’appen?
Does the picture factor into any of this?
October 16th, 2006 at 6:48 pm
hard .
forgiveness is golden… even if you know you were right. and she was wrong (haha)
October 16th, 2006 at 9:13 pm
A good friend and me had a disagreement just weeks before her wedding. We didn’t talk for 4 years. That was 13 years a go. If it was meant to be then it will be a gain.
October 16th, 2006 at 9:49 pm
*HUGS TIGHT* Please sign onto your GMail sometime so we can talk, or your ICQ. Miss you, and if this is what I think it is, I’ve been worried about it since a particular conversation we had regarding feeling guilty for feeling.
Hope to hear from you soon, and of course I’m still reading. Toldja I’d be lurking and stuffs. ^.^
October 16th, 2006 at 11:07 pm
If we could be gods, we’d get in trouble….. I would..
That is why we are mere mortals, so we do not mess up the universe..although we are making a great mess of our little planet here.
October 17th, 2006 at 5:44 am
Love changes everyday. Adoration is just one part of it that changes to something else in time.
October 17th, 2006 at 7:25 am
Hmmm…we all change continually and sometimes we stop being compatible between us. It is a little bit sad, but that’s life. :/
October 17th, 2006 at 9:15 am
just sayin
exactly, ouch
walter
it is when you still have contact with the other person. it isn’t when you haven’t talked in a year or so.
sophie
i said she was a twit. she is a twit. and i am too, but she is more of a twit than i am (here i go again)
holychaos
love and forgiveness are the most important things here. but there is something else too, like a cherry on top of a cake, it’s a lightheartedness (is there such a word?)that lets you enjoy other people’s faults -and your own, which at the moment i don’t have.
erikku
who knows? it is for now. for now, it is in the past
wcdixon
here it is: pictures i post rarely have anything at all to do with the post. maybe the photoshop manipulation has i.e if i choose dark colours for example.
i am talking about a very old friend, one that i always love but don’t see anymore. you are not a twit.
gina
she was wrong, silly twit that she is
day
and are you talking now? i guess you are. that’s great. yep maybe one day, in the meantime, we can love other people too (was that a cruel thing to say?)
badger
i am going to email you with details. thanks for lurking and reading. don’t worry i am okay, just thinking about an old friend (a girl, if that explains anything).
cisco
i’d be a good god and just clean the waters and plant beautiful flowers everywhere and make the deserts green. i don’t know about you!
ben
at the moment it has changed to oblivion.
devil
indeedy. i was sad when i wrote this but now i am not so forgive me for saying “indeedy”.
still, not being compatible shouldn’t mean you can’t have coffee now and then.
October 17th, 2006 at 9:59 am
pass that over here will ya? I could use some
October 17th, 2006 at 10:58 am
MKay. I’ll reply with details as to why I’ve been bad and hiding. -_-
*HUGS*
October 17th, 2006 at 12:27 pm
chloe,
that is so true! lightheartedness… we all need that! i bet you will get it back.